Explode

Explode

I am troubled
Loving you so much
I forgive behavior
and rudeness
so I may feel your touch
 
I am deaf to those
hurtful words you speak
choosing to ignore
it will stop soon, I know
I have become meek
 
I take it, and take it
until one day I explode
Everything suppressed
Now spewing forth
and on you bestowed
 
In the silence
an aftermath of devastation
Stinging, burning
breaking of hearts
Living in condemnation
 
 
Christine Bolton - Poetry for Healing ©

Word Prompt

Take - Daily Addictions

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  16 comments for “Explode

  1. August 13, 2019 at 9:52 am

    I often wish I’d grown a back bone and spewed upon my ex, but I remained too fearful…

    • Christine Bolton
      August 13, 2019 at 12:37 pm

      It’s so easy to lose ourselves in the shadow of others 😢

      • August 13, 2019 at 12:42 pm

        Exactly what happened–I totally lost myself…by the end, I didn’t even know what my fave color was when I went shopping for a blazer. It was a shock, having to learn myself anew. Thank you for letting me share about things which are triggered by your posts and comments–I appreciate it, it’s really helpful I think.

      • Christine Bolton
        August 13, 2019 at 9:27 pm

        Yes, when we look back it is hard to recognize ourselves isn’t it? I do understand, more than you know. Thank you for sharing 💕

      • August 13, 2019 at 9:52 pm

        <3

  2. August 13, 2019 at 10:17 am

    Ex Partner got a hot cup of coffee thrown over him when he pushed me too far.

    • Christine Bolton
      August 13, 2019 at 12:35 pm

      So funny Di…it’s easily done 🙄

      • August 13, 2019 at 12:43 pm

        It was a waste of good coffee though. I left the relationship a year later.

      • Christine Bolton
        August 13, 2019 at 9:24 pm

        Many years ago, and I mean many, I remember cleaning spaghetti bolognaise off my ceiling for at least 6 months! 🤭🤣 We laughed about it a lot afterwards.

      • August 14, 2019 at 9:08 am

        Beats my coffee hands down. What on earth happened, or shouldn’t I ask? I did blow up eggs once, putting some on to boil for sandwiches then forgetting them.

      • Christine Bolton
        August 14, 2019 at 2:23 pm

        LOL! 😂

  3. August 13, 2019 at 11:22 am

    There is just that much a person can take. Great poem

    • Christine Bolton
      August 13, 2019 at 12:25 pm

      Yes, unfortunately 😕 Thanks Sadje

      • August 13, 2019 at 1:17 pm

        You’re welcome Christine.

  4. August 13, 2019 at 2:14 pm

    Sometimes we all need to let things vent.

    • Christine Bolton
      August 13, 2019 at 9:19 pm

      I seem to hold things in too long 🤭

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