Good Sunday morning to everyone! This week, host Jim Adams , asked us to find a song that reminds us of ourselves for Song Lyric Sunday. Tricky one. I am thinking that maybe it means a song’s lyrics that resonates with us in some way. Well I hope so as that’s where I am going with my pick. I have chosen Holding Back The Years by British Band Simply Red. To me it is a somewhat haunting song about the writer’s upbringing in a broken home and well, yes, that resonated with me.
The band went through a series of names before finally settling on the name Simply Red. The lead singer, Mick Hucknall, has a mop of red hair but that is only one of the reasons for the band’s name. Red is also the color of Manchester United’s shirts and Mick has a strong allegiance to the club.
The Song
Mick Hucknall, the lead singer of the English band Simply Red, wrote “Holding Back the Years” in 1978 while he was a teenager. The song was released in 1985 as the third single from the band’s debut album, Picture Book.
Hucknall’s mom, Maureen Taylor, walked out on him and his barber father, Reg, when he was three. The pain caused by not having a mother inspired him to write this song.
Hucknall wrote this song in his bedroom at his father’s house when he was 17. The inspiration for the song came from a teacher at the Manchester School of Art, where Hucknall studied fine art. The instructor suggested that the best paintings are created when the artist is in a state of unconscious creation, and Hucknall attempted to use this approach in his songwriting.
“I wanted to do music, not art, so started writing lyrics that way,” he told The Guardian. “The first song I wrote was called ‘Ice Cream and Wafers.’ The next was ‘Holding Back the Years.'”
Hucknall didn’t realize what the song was about until he’d finished it. “It’s about that moment where you know you have to leave home and make your mark, but the outside world is scary,” he explained. “So you’re holding back the years.”
Strangled by the wishes of pater
Hoping for the arms of mater
Get to me the sooner or later
Hucknall’s conflicts with his father during his teenage years inspired the “Strangled by the wishes of pater” line. He explained to The Guardian that the two frequently argued because there was no female presence to mediate the disputes.
Hucknall originally recorded “Holding Back The Years” in 1982 with his punk group The Frantic Elevators. He added the “I’ll keep holding on” chorus after the band had split and Hucknall had formed Simply Red.
Simply Red keyboardist and trumpeter Tim Kellett took inspiration from Miles Davis’s Kind of Blue album for his trumpet solo. He’d noted the jazz supremo’s use of a harmon mute, a metal device that is inserted into the end of a trumpet and decided to try one out, which took producer Stewart Levine by surprise. “I played something spontaneous, and everyone liked it,” he recalled. “A trumpet was pretty rare in pop and Levine was going: ‘I can’t f—ing believe it, man. We’ve got a trumpet solo.'”
Simply Red went on to record 10 UK Top 10 hits, including “Fairground” a 1995 #1. In the US, their cover of Harold Melvyn’s “If You Don’t Know Me By Now” became their second American chart topper and the best-selling British single in the US in 1989.
The English soul and R&B-influenced boy band Another Level released a cover of “Holding Back the Years” as a double A-side single with a remix of their debut hit, “Be Alone No More.” The release reached #11 in the UK.
Courtesy of Songfacts
The Lyrics
Holding back the years
Thinking of the fear I've had so long
When somebody hears
Listen to the fear that's gone
Strangled by the wishes of pater
Hoping for the arms of mater
Get to me the sooner or later, oh
Holding back the tears
Chance for me to escape from all I know
Holding back the tears
'Cause nothing here has grown
I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all those years
Nothing had the chance to be good
Nothing ever could, yeah, oh
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on, so tight
Well I've wasted all my years
Wasted all of those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
'Cause nothing ever could, oh yeah
Oh
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
Holding
Holding
Holding
Holding, la-la-la, la, la-la
I said, ooh, yeah
That's all I have today
It's all I have to say
Writer/s: Mick Hucknall, Neil Moss
Publisher: BMG Rights Management, Songtrust Ave, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind
I was never a fan of Simply Red, but this is a truly beautiful song and I can understand why it has meaning for you.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thanks Clive, there are several of theirs that I like, but this one is the best ☺️💕
LikeLiked by 1 person
My (now ex) wife was a fan so we had several of their albums. There are a few of their songs I liked, but this one for me is streets ahead of the rest.
LikeLike
This is such a beautiful song!!! It is too bad it is associated with some of your feelings. Wishing your life is full of nice memories now!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thanks Marina. I am over those childhood feelings now, so today it is such a beautiful song that I wanted to share. ☺️💕
LikeLiked by 1 person
Great choice… I love this one …. 💞
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thanks Suzanne. It’s a favorite of mine ☺️💕
LikeLiked by 2 people
This really is a beautiful song Christine, one that I never paid much attention to before, but now that you explained it, I have developed a new appreciation for.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Classic Christine. Good choice.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you Di. ☺️🩷
LikeLiked by 2 people
As you say a wonderful song …so sorry it has sad connotations….it’s a sad song ….a great choice 💜💜
LikeLiked by 2 people
Oh thats ok Willow. Such a long time ago now. I still love the song. It just evoked memories of when I was a child. ☺️💕
LikeLiked by 2 people
As you say a great song 💜💜
LikeLiked by 2 people