To Hell With You Janus

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To Hell With You Janus

Janus you are two-faced
A god who wants it both ways
Pedantic and limiting
One face looking back,
your rush for us to end a year
One face looking forward,
you fill us with expectations
Promising us all that is new
is, as always, deceitful
 
This month named for you
has come to be
the darkest of my life
Your wicked vendetta 
year after year
has robbed me of a parent,
and given my husband to another.
You cursed a loved one
with brain tumors
and now you destroy
another marriage.
 
Casting your long shadows
on my life has ended
I return this month to you
For I do not see you anymore
I do not know you
I never knew you
There is no end or beginning
No old or new
 
It just is
 
 
 
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Word Prompts

Vendetta - Word of the Day
Long Shadows - RDP
Pedantic - FOWC

Published by Christine Bolton

I have been writing poetry since I was a child and it has helped in the good times and bad times. I am always looking within to find the answers to life's problems and to write thought-provoking poetry and prose. Thanks for checking it out. Christine

33 thoughts on “To Hell With You Janus”

  1. Goodness me Christine, has Janus really taken things from you over time and left nothing in return? Loved the words that conveyed feelings. Thanks for joining in 🙂

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    1. Yes, it really has. As years go by it has become a thing, a foreboding, if you like. It made me wish I could hibernate so I wouldn’t have to put up with it! I can’t even complain ab out the weather as I live in SW Florida. January weather is quite pleasant. ☺️

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      1. Sure makes Christmas suck I guess. All I have seen from the US is snow images and tales. SW Florida sounds a bit like here on the North Coast of NSW Aust 🙂

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      2. I have no problem with Christmas. Its always a special time … but January …. ugh! SW Florida is warm and tropical. Not bad at all ☺️👍

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    1. I know right? A couple of years I have gone on vacation in January and it has helped to distract me 😑

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  3. Hell yeah! 💝💝 I feel like reciting your poem at the rooftop in regards to 2020! It was one hell of a year.. for all of us. A most powerful and kick-ass poem 🙂

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    1. Hi Sanaa! Thank you for understanding. Yes it could apply to the whole of 2020, couldn’t it? ☺️💕

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  4. A powerful poem of rage and resignation…. Very well done… Keep your fire going… we need it in this time. Sorry for all your Janus losses!
    Dwight

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    1. Thanks Dwight. Not to worry, I have a very Pollyanna attitude towards most things. I just hate January. However this year I must admit the 20th of January was a spectacular day!!! I know you know what I mean ☺️

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    1. You are so sweet my dear friend. I’m not upset or anything. It’s just January. Do you know how some people can be when the weather is dark and gray and they have trouble dealing with things? Well that’s how it is in January for me. Just lots of sad memories of things that happened in January over the years. Please don’t worry about me. I’m my usual happy self ☺️❤️

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  8. has robbed me of a parent,
    and given my husband to another.
    You cursed a loved one
    with brain tumors
    and now you destroy
    another marriage.

    Wow… this is so painful to read. I’m so sorry, Christine.

    It feels trite after reading that to say that your poem was lovely.

    Yours,
    David

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    1. I’ll take ‘lovely’ any day! Can you tell I’ve been keeping score with January?!! It’s a beast 😦 (This was in Spam too)

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  10. It sounds like January is to you what October is to me. I am sorry for your losses. I don’t blame you for wanting to see the back of Janus! The moment is all we ever have, quite right.

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    1. Thank you Ingrid. That is so kind of you. We can’t help thinking this way. It is a coincidence but perhaps we shouldn’t’t let it rule our lives 😢

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  11. Certainly makes you want to tear that page out of y our calendar. Maybe that’s the solution!! Chin up!

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    1. Thanks Bev. 💕 Yes that’s pretty much what I do and say every year. This month is not happening! 😦

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    1. Ah I remember this rant from last year! LOL. January always seems to do a number on me. I’m doing my best to keep my head down this month and not cause any waves. Maybe then Janus will leave me alone! I do hope you have a very happy, healthy and prosperous new year. Thanks for stopping by ☺️💕

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